My Life Uncensored

There are people that think that a dream is a window into the future.  I’ve had dreams which turn into reality but I wouldn’t exactly call myself psychic.  It might be just a coincidence or deja vu telling me that I had dreamt that exact moment.  Whatever your belief is about dreams, there will be times that things happen in a way where it could come true. 

Tuesday morning, as I got home from work, I had sent a message to Ms. TwinFish through a social networking site.  I was prepared to be ignored and be thought as a psycho after hitting the send button. Removing the message from my mind, I fell into a dreamless slumber.

The following morning, I awoke to a pleasant surprise.  I had received a message from Ms. TwinFish and she took my message positively.  This was an unexpected turn of events.  I had thought that due to the Grand Canyon-esque size of a gap in communication between us, at the very least, she wouldn’t reply back. 

I took the opportunity to reply back with the contents of the note I had wanted to give to her in which she also wanted to reconcile.  At that moment, I was happy and thought it was the end of my interaction with Ms. TwinFish for the day.  I had thought that since we have reconciled, it’s best to not push since it might’ve been the constant texting to Ms. TwinFish which started the gap between us in the first place. 

I was in the middle of my to do list when I received another message from Ms. TwinFish.  In shock, I opened the message and one word was asked:  “Coffee?”.  I took it as an invite and replied that I had a busy schedule and might have time later that night.  She stated that there is a possibility for it later tonight.  I grew happier that there was a possibility of meeting with Ms. TwinFish.  I continued on with my tasks. 

One of the tasks I had was to go to work to do some training and also to drop off my benefits sign up sheet.  On my way in the door, I had received yet another text from Ms. TwinFish to which I couldn’t reply due to my late arrival.  After I had finished the training, I was speaking with my best friend and replied to Ms. TwinFish.  My schedule was wide open due to me finishing my to do list.  She later replied with wanting to meet at the coffee place.  I felt myself grinning as I read the text from her.  I must have read it 4 or 5 times before I replied.  By then, my best friend was curious why I had a “shit eating grin” on my face.  I informed him of what I had covered in the previous post and he smiled the more I went into the story.  At the end of my story, he stated that in his opinion, Ms. TwinFish’s reaction was a good thing and he wished me good luck.  Before I left, he asked me what she looked like so I pulled her up on a social networking site.  He looked at the picture and grinned.  I then asked him why it was his turn to have the “shit eating grin”.  He stated that she looked beautiful, he knew her, and that she was nice.  I told him that I had thought the same thing as I went to my car to meet up with Ms. TwinFish. 

I had arrived at the meeting place too early and decided to stay in my car in order to charge my phone.  I waited for a bit while playing games on my phone, when I looked up and I saw Ms. TwinFish entering the coffee shop.  I unplugged my half-charged phone from the charger and walked into the shop.  As I walked in, my eyes instantly locked on to Ms. TwinFish.  This image is what plagues my mind for the past few days.  Having the real person in front of me is….

[I’LL CONTINUE WITH THIS STORY WHEN I GET BACK HOME ON MAY 1!!!!]

It’s been a while since I’ve posted on my blog.  As some of you may notice, one of the tags for this entry is called “TwinFish Saga”. 

I’ve mentioned a Ms. TwinFish in a couple of my previous posts.  The reason for the new tag and the title of this post is due to a dream I had a couple of days ago. 

I don’t remember much about the dream I had.  I just know that Ms. TwinFish was in it.  I remember spending time with her but I don’t remember much of what we did.  All I remember was that we ended up holding hands in this dream.  In the dream, as we held hands, Ms. TwinFish held my hand tightly as if she knew we were holding hands.  I saw her look at our intertwined fingers then look into my eyes and she had a smile on her face.  When I woke up, I wondered why I had a dream of her. 

For the next couple of days after the dream, I have been seeing more of her.  The more we cross paths, the more my eyes get drawn to her.  What is this fascination with Ms. TwinFish all of a sudden?

Today, I felt my eyes get drawn to her.  We had a couple of brief conversations when our paths crossed.  She had the same smile as I had in my dream. I find her smile soothing and it makes me smile. 

I find myself looking at her and if she’s not in my field of vision, I find myself looking for her.  I notice that my eyes get drawn to her eyes; I try to clear my head when I find myself getting lost in them.  I get drawn to the way her shoulder length hair moves as she turns her head; my fingers twitch as I see each strand move.  I grin as I observe the times in which she has a somewhat half smile on her face.  The feeling of her slender fingers felt in my hand as I observe the way her slender fingers are intertwined at times.  At times, I hear her laugh or her voice as I look at her.  All I know is that I am fascinated by her, I want to spend time with her, to find out why I’m so fascinated. 

Today, I wrote a little note on small piece of paper intending to give it to her.  I had no opportunities to give it to her.  Part of me was a bit hesitant to give it to her; imagining her shaking her head, refusing in receiving the note. 

I honestly want to get to know her, to spend time with her, to be as inquisitive as she is.  I noticed that she likes to ask a lot of questions and I find it fascinating and charming.  She has a curious soul; hungry for answers which is very similar to mine.  I guess we will only see if anything develops or it will just return to being cordial with each other. 

I’m in an incredibly great mood today despite not having much sleep. I saw Ms. Hepburn today and she’s making me smile.

Watched Just Go With It and now watching Red. Bruce Willis is a badass.

Just watched running man episode 80. The production crew are geniuses. Can’t wait for next week.